Sometimes it's Hard to Loose...

Sometimes, life sucks...

Everyday I wake-up and go to the Studio to see Feashy and Looney.
They live happily in a large Aquarium with nice plants and small stones that create the perfect habitat for them, as if they were living in a real lake.
Yes, they are fishes. My beautiful and happy fishes.

Each morning, I go to see them, I speak to them and I feed them... I play a bit with them and I enjoy caring about Feashy and Looney. They are a sort of "house-mates".
Then, I set the MP3 player on my favourite playlist and they really enjoy it!

When I arrive at home, I always go to see them and I chat a bit about everything...
It's amazing! They seem to understand and they really seem to pay attention! :)

Well... today, when I saw Feashy he did not seem very happy. Actually he was very quite, standing in the same position and not swimming to catch the food... He was the fastest one, he used to eat his food and sometimes he used to catch Looney's portion too!
Today... well... today he hardly moved...
I try to talk to him, looked into his eyes and he was sad and in pain.
I took him away from the Aquarium and I isolated him in another place... Looney was fine and normal....

I was very worried with Feashy and I've tried to find a Pet's store open on a Sunday, nearby! Impossible! None!!
At 16:43, Feashy has died after a long time in pain. I felt completely helpless knowing I was loosing Feashy.

Sorry, my dear Feashy... Sorry for not being able to help you when you most needed. Sorry for not even knowing why did that happen to you.
Tomorrow will be another day. But somehow, it will be a "dry" day, although my tears fall now... again...
I've lost Feashy...