Did You Really Miss Me...?

Now that shes back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that theres time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that shes back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that theres time to grow, hey, hey

Now that shes back in the atmosphere
Im afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

To Put an End to What Has Already Ended

Today, I realized that facing the fact there's really nothing left is perhaps more difficult than discussing about it...
Words can anesthetize Feelings, while Feelings can't find Words when it hurts too much...



It's okay in the day I'm staying busy
Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
When I catch myself I do a 180

I stay up clean the house
At least I'm not drinking
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets

This face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone

If I was my heart
I'd rather be restless
The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
This ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now

My blood running cold
I stand before him
It's all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under blue light

His face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone

Sometimes it's Hard to Loose...

Sometimes, life sucks...

Everyday I wake-up and go to the Studio to see Feashy and Looney.
They live happily in a large Aquarium with nice plants and small stones that create the perfect habitat for them, as if they were living in a real lake.
Yes, they are fishes. My beautiful and happy fishes.

Each morning, I go to see them, I speak to them and I feed them... I play a bit with them and I enjoy caring about Feashy and Looney. They are a sort of "house-mates".
Then, I set the MP3 player on my favourite playlist and they really enjoy it!

When I arrive at home, I always go to see them and I chat a bit about everything...
It's amazing! They seem to understand and they really seem to pay attention! :)

Well... today, when I saw Feashy he did not seem very happy. Actually he was very quite, standing in the same position and not swimming to catch the food... He was the fastest one, he used to eat his food and sometimes he used to catch Looney's portion too!
Today... well... today he hardly moved...
I try to talk to him, looked into his eyes and he was sad and in pain.
I took him away from the Aquarium and I isolated him in another place... Looney was fine and normal....

I was very worried with Feashy and I've tried to find a Pet's store open on a Sunday, nearby! Impossible! None!!
At 16:43, Feashy has died after a long time in pain. I felt completely helpless knowing I was loosing Feashy.

Sorry, my dear Feashy... Sorry for not being able to help you when you most needed. Sorry for not even knowing why did that happen to you.
Tomorrow will be another day. But somehow, it will be a "dry" day, although my tears fall now... again...
I've lost Feashy...

"GREEN" EYED BLUES...

If I knew being here with you today,
Would mean being alone tomorrow,
I would gladly trade all of my tomorrows away
For a moment with you...

Brown eyed blues
You can find yourself another fool.

Can you look, can you look into my eyes
Or has your heart, said has your heart gone blind?
Can you look, can you look into your own
And find the safe place to hide.

Brown eyed blues
You can find yourself another fool.

Why be with strangers
When you can be with your friend.
If you're ever lonely
You know I'm lonely too
And i will stay lonely until I'm again with you.

I said brown eyed blues
You can find yourself another fool.

I said brown eyed blues
You can find yourself another fool.
Singing brown eyed

(Ben Harper)